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How Are You Feeling? by toymachine11, literature

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How Are You Feeling?

How Are You Feeling? Awesome. I woke up this morning sparkling rays of sunshine beaming through my window with a smile, as the birds were singing the sweetest tune while my thoughts are filled with happy messages from you Terrible. I weep from the inside out as each one of my teardrops nourish our memories like a garden of roses, and as beautiful as it seems there is always a tragedy that is hidden within, as they slowly begin to slip away Awesome. Hopes are lifted, so to say reach higher than the peaks of mountains Feeling mighty, feeling fine, my belly giggles, through these gentle times that we

Sweet Obsession by toymachine11, literature

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Sweet Obsession

My nights are filled with dreams of you, holding hands as the sweet sun sets. Heartbeats grow faster, but I slowly break, these memories of you I will never be able to erase. I weep from the inside out, every teardrop counting every moment spent with you. Nourishing them like a garden of roses, as I long for you more and more with each passing day. Never tell me it's just my imagination, but your smile tells me that you're insecure. You choke your pillow every night trying to hide the truth, how much you need me too. Just tell me that you're hurting, and I'll find the strength within to save you. I promise I'll keep you safe fro

Painful Desires by toymachine11, literature

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Painful Desires

Taunt me. Tease me. Kick me. You don't know how it makes me feel. My heart is bleeding yet screaming for more. A devilish curse has been placed upon my soul. Abuse me As I am gasping for another breath wishing for nothing but a suicidal death. I feel so Depressed but its all in my head. The pain you are putting me through seems to be my only cure. I am worthless.. I am useless.. I am nothing.. ..without you. Save me. as I fall further and further away from the world. Want me. Take a needle pin my heart on to your chest. Lying in my bed, I dream of you ..as I di

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When I think of you by toymachine11, literature

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When I think of you

Smart, intelligent, funny, Are just a few words that pop into my head... When I think of you. The moon and all the stars in the sky, seem to twinkle twice as bright... When I think of you. Your hair, your face, your smile, glow radiantly in my mind... When I think of you. I feel as if I am burning, yet it is that of my heart yearning for your love... When I think of you. My feelings are intensified, only begging for the touch of your flesh... When I think of you. My mind is tossing like an ocean; not knowing what to choose. And my feelings shall never subside, until I have locked you safely into my arms. But for now I can o

Painful Desires by toymachine11, literature

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Painful Desires

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toymachine11

Nov 3, 2010

-BYE-

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:bulletblue::bulletyellow::bulletred: It was fun while it lasted.. Thank you :bulletred::bulletyellow::bulletblue:

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toymachine11

Jul 18, 2006

my DA epiphany

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:bulletred: :bulletblue: July 18th, 2006 :bulletblue: :bulletred: Mood: :meditation: Pensive Listening to: Faster Kill Pussycat - Paul Oakenfold ft. Brittany Murphy :pointr: Wow. It's been a long, long, long time since I've posted a journal. :pointr: I received a soccer scholarship to Canisius College, in Buffalo, New York. Class of 2010. I was even in my city's newspaper for this achievment. Of course, it's not an achievement for me, I don't think I'm that good of a player honestly. Ah well. Away from home sounds good right now. :pointr: This summer so far has been amazing.. much due to some family being over from Poland. I'm barely eve